Scraped

These whispers that call my name

Once spoken softly now scream in agony

I can't sleep

I'm fucked up

I dont want to wake up

I'm lucid

No fighting

The hell that's inside me

This nightmare is alive

All of this ends tonight

We're fucking Thieves

Borrowing our reality

I see my fate every night when I lie awake

Wondering if the pain will fucking go away

Will it ever end

Or will I draw the knife

To line my broken neck

Encumbered by this cold reality

Feeding the demons consuming me

Pull me under I find bliss in the fall

For a damned soul is better than no soul at all

Shotgun to my head

With a shell packed and my mouth wide I cave

Fuck

Fall into

The broken arms of despair

I see my fate every night when I lie awake

Wondering if the pain will fucking go away

Will it ever end

Will it ever end