three paces away.

I'm not good at all that much

I can't sing, I can't write, and I know that I'm out of touch

I'm not worth much

That I know

So maybe it's fair that these days and these nights feel so alone

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I've got worries, I've got sins

But I know it's not all that bad in the scheme of things

And yet I lay here, half alive

I can't find any willpower I need now to fix this life

♪

I can't tell you why I feel this way

And I can't promise that I will still be here in three days

All it takes is one miscalculation

To lock yourself into the end, to embrace stagnation

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I won't lie to you

Oh, I'm not well

I'm three paces away from reserving my place in hell

But it's not anyone's fault

It's what I deserve

For the things that I've thought that I know no one else has heard

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If I cry for help, but no one can hear

Does it mean that the feelings I've felt have been insincere?

Is that what I truly fear?

I'm not worth much

That I know

And it's getting harder to find a reason not to go

But I'm not done yet

I'm still here

So I'll stick around just for one more moment to find some cheer