Otherwise

If I'm honest, I'm scared as hell

And I don't think that I'm doing well

If you ask, I'll be doing just fine

But I wouldn't tell you otherwise

'Cause a distraction, stare at my feet

Rehearse a reaction so nobody sees

The cracks in the wall, starting to fall, oh

Run in a circle, doubling down

Stay on the surface and don't turn around

I don't wanna face it

Don't think I can take it

Afraid I might break

Open eyes

If I'm honest, I'm scared as hell

And I don't think that I'm doing well

If you ask, I'll be doing just fine

But I wouldn't tell you otherwise

I don't feel like I measure up

'Cause I don't feel like I'm good enough

If you ask, I'll be doing just fine

But I wouldn't tell you otherwise

I put on a smile, I put on a show

But it's only denial

What scares me the most is that I believe it

I never see it

And it keeps on repeating

Open eyes

If I'm honest, I'm scared as hell

And I don't think that I'm doing well

If you ask I'll be doing just fine

But I wouldn't tell you otherwise

I don't feel like I measure up

'Cause I don't feel like I'm good enough

If you ask I'll be doing just fine

But I wouldn't tell you otherwise

Oh, oh-oh, oh

Oh, oh-oh, oh

Oh, oh-oh, oh

I wouldn't tell you otherwise

Oh, oh-oh, oh (I don't see it)

Oh, oh-oh, oh (I don't see it)

Oh, oh-oh, oh (I don't see it)

Open eyes

If I'm honest, I'm scared as hell

And I don't think that I'm doing well

But I tell myself I'm doing just fine

And I wouldn't know it otherwise