Admit Nothing

Walking home singing at the taxis

I've got pills to keep me up and pills to help me sleep

But nothing to stop the world from crashing around me

So distractions are the only thing I seek

And i know it's not wise and it's not healthy

But at least when I go to bed I'm still smiling

Because you'd never say that sober

But it was at the back of your brain

Still it came without any warning

So whether it was 'cause we didn't mean it

Or we just felt too ashamed

It was always alright in the morning

You know I struggle with knowing no one owes me anything

While wanting everyone to be my friend

So will you annotate my fall from grace

And let me know when these feelings will end?

Because when I can't think of anything

I'm always still thinking of you

But it's easier to go just a little insane

Constantly denying the truth

Because you'd never say that sober

But it was at the back of your brain

Still it came without any warning

So whether it was 'cause we didn't mean it

Or we just felt too ashamed

It was always alright in the morning

So we'll carry this weight on our shoulders

Until our backs about to break

But you've always had a talent for performing

Did you ever hope I didn't mean it

So you could just push it all away

And it would always be alright in morning?

Because you'd never say that sober

But it was at the back of your brain

So whether it was cause we didn't mean it

Or we just felt too ashamed

It was always alright in the morning