I'm Trying to Be My Own Friend.

I wonder if ill make past 21

I wonder if my parents think that I'm important

I wonder if my exes think about me often

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I wonder If I ever knew what I could love

I wonder if blew my chances up above

I wonder If I'll ever really be enough

I'm trying to be my own friend

Cause I know that Ill be with myself

Until the very end

Until the very end

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I wonder what's like to drink and smoke cigars

Or pass out in the grass on a strangers yard

Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars

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I wonder what's it like to give someone my heart

In fear that person could just tear it all apart

I wonder if Ill ever really come apart

I'm trying to be my own friend

Cause I know that Ill be with myself

Until the very end

I'm trying to be my own friend

Cause I know that Ill be with myself

Until the very end

Until the very end

I let you go

Please come back

I want a chance

To start over

Cause I know this can't

be all over

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I wonder if ill make past 21

I wonder if my parents think that I'm important

I wonder if my exes think about me often

♪

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love

I wonder if blew my chances up above

I wonder If I'll ever really be enough

I'm trying to be my own friend

Cause I know that Ill be with myself

Until the very end

I'm trying to be my own friend

Cause I know that Ill be with myself

Until the very end

Until the very end

I let you go

Please come back

I want a chance

To start over

Cause I know this can't

Be all over